Archive for May, 2009

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Thursday, May 7th, 2009


today is a day that in particular
i seem to be smiling and laughing quite a lot
i just had a dream and in it i had died
and u had no choice then but to love me
do not think to abandon or ever leave me


so help me hold me i am underwater
my lungs and breathing are quite affected
please watch me closely and do check to see
i drown to deep completely i drown through and through
come near me help me i am underwater
relying completely on zero gravity
and when i cry i go down entirely immediately


it was me who was dying there right in front of u
and i could not stop the tears i could not hold myself in
all of the little things of this little world
are so very dear to me it hurts to think of them
oh  god do not make me have those kind of dreams again

i am not afraid of a little boredom
why did the two of us has never chance to meet?

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Thursday, May 7th, 2009


There’s a door here, but it will not break…..
There’s a stone there, but it won’t remain….
Up there a heaven now, but it will not wait….

There’s a breath here, but it will not break….
There’s a face there, but it won’t remain….
Up there a heaven now, but it knows no name….

Why oh why, why does it all feel so sorrowful?
Dreams of what is real…….

Why oh why, why have these nightmares not long expired?
The real is but a dream……

Instantly things fall and fade, return to silence………………..